Desperate & Confused

I am a bit lost in life... I want what is not accepted, and I can only make happen what I want if I find enough courage. The world I wish to share it with.
Branded

Branded

My new shoes!!!

My new shoes!!!

A bit less than usual.

A bit less than usual.

Day 1?…well day 1 for some of the world… lol

So, I went out today and had a blast! I can only wonder now: “why was I so scared? Why was I worried?” I know these answers, yet, it still seems like a much bigger deal before than it does now. I can not explain how happy this makes me. Today is the first day I feel like I’m on the road to completion. ^_^

I thought always that I was going to spend the rest of my life trying to fit in, trying to look like a real girl. I am not. I want my own feminine. I want my own look. I want to continue to stand out. Blending in is not an option. I am me and no one else can tell me otherwise.

ELABORATE PLZ!!! HOW IS MY OPINION WRONG!?!?!?!

Today truly is the begining of Joslyn’s acceptance. :)

Today I begin my continuing journey of being me.

…I’m going to need a lot more lipstick…. someone told me Bitches love that shit.

I LOVE IT!!!

That feeling when you hate every ounce of your body…

I’m purrrrty

I’m purrrrty

Don’t attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you’re lonely. Loneliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best you can do is know yourself; know what you want.

— Janet Fitch, White Oleander (via vashti)

(Source: durianquotes, via iamsavannah)